Friday

Yes it's Friday again. Happens once a week so why am I so obsessed with this day? Well not only is it the beginning of the weekend but it's the day that my oldest son comes and the day before (every other week) that my youngest son comes for his visitation. My youngest son will be visiting this weekend for the second weekend in a row. It's only because I had missed my visitation while I was in Ohio that I ended up having him come this past weekend. This weekend is my scheduled weekend so I have him 2 weekends in a row. Happy Me. I could sing and dance because I truly missed both of the boys but the youngest on the most because I don't see him as often. I love them both equilly but I let the youngest get away with more because I feel guilty that I'm not able to see him more often. I'm supposed to get him on Friday on the weekends his father doesn't bring him to me but because I don't have a vehicle I can't go and get him. So I have to rely on his father to bring him to me. At least I get him for 8 hours now which is a lot more than I had him 3 years ago. The only drawback is I have to be up at 6:40 to let him in and sometimes I want to sleep in on the weekends. I usually get up to let him in and then sometimes I go back to bed after he is in and playing on the X-box.

The grounds keepers are here today. Now I'm not saying that the grass doesn't need to be cut but why do they have to do it so early in the morning. Used to be they didn't come around to cut till the afternoon and that was fine with me. I'm still trying to wake up and the last thing I need is extra noise. My head hurts and I'm ready to fall back to sleep but the noise is keeping me awake. It going to take them hours to do the grass around my building and the building next to mine and that sucks. When I lived in the other apartment I only had to deal with the noise for about 30 minutes while they did the courtyard and the side yard. Now I have to deal with the noise for a couple of hours which sucks. They are out there now using the string trimmer around the septic tanks and edge of the building and they keep starting and stopping. I wish they would just get it over with.

I have to have the windows closed for now because if the noise. I had wanted to have the windows open for the day to air the house out but because they are mowing and there is a lot of noise I shut the windows. I have to spray the carpets and air so it doesn't smell like smoke in here as well. I think I'm going to have my therapy appointment outside today so my therapist doesn't smell the cigarette smoke in the carpet and air. It had finally started to smell good in here then I screwed it up and started smoking in here again. Dumb Me.

That is a subject for another blog post so I'm going to end it now.