Soooooooooo tired

I'm just so tired tonight. I didn't get my full 8 and a half hour of sleep last night because my older son wanted to talk. I don't get him to talk to me often so when he wants to talk I listen. I can't blame him for my crappy nights sleep. I also wasn't tired till late in the evening so I was going to stay up a little later than my usual 10 PM bed time anyway. But because I didn't get my normal amount of sleep and had a busy day now it's 9 PM and I'm slowly doing a crash and burn.

Fridays are typically busy days for me. I have my HHA that comes, the nurse that comes and my therapist that comes all in about 5 hours. Then I try and rest for the rest of the day so when the oldest gets here I am ready to make dinner and clean up from that. Well I ended up having to throw a shower in there and shelp my quadrapaligic upstairs friend to the doctors today and then there was the Easter play at church that I had committed myself to go to. I had missed the Christmas one and really wanted to see this one so not going was out of the question when I was asked to go tonight. It's also being done tomorrow at 2 and 7 but I wouldn't have a ride to get there. I am glad I went.

I had committed to taking my upstairs friend earlier in the week first not knowing that I was going to the play tonight and second not knowing that I wasn't going to get a good nights sleep the night before. I don't mind taking him when he asks me but the motor for the ramp has been broken for quite a while and that means you have to pull it out manually and with my back being out of whack the way it is it's a lot of work and ends up making me hurt real bad. I'm glad he has a motorized wheel chair so I don't have to push him around. He's a great guy and I do care for him. I would give him the shirt off my back if he asked. He's kind to me and lets me use his van if I have short trips to make. Usually without asking for gas money. Now a days that's saying something. Most everyone who will let you borrow a vehicle or take you somewhere wants an outragous amount of money for gas.

Well in two days it's Easter. I hope everyone has a great day and remembers the reason for the season. I'm not going to preach anymore about that.

I'm going to bed now so good night.